The night walk with Ishka was last night, something
that I was not looking forward to! The thought of walking around in unfamiliar
surroundings in the dark made me feel nervous as being in the dark is when I
can see the least. Having a dual
disability is not easy ─ I know that I am unable to collect all the important
clues from my surroundings with my remaining vision and that it is not possible
for me to rely entirely on my hearing even though I wear hearing aids ─ this in
the day-time. I know, you must trust the guide dog, Ishka but that was not the
case, it was simply a fear of being in the dark, I have not been out in the
dark on my own for at least forty years. To be honest I rarely went out at
night unless I was with someone.
Kevin went
out first and as I sat in the van, I admitted to Simon that I was nervous but I
was going to do the night walk as I
hoped that it would conquer my fears of going out in the dark. Simon went next and then it was my turn. The
trainer came round to my door and asked if I was ready and I replied that I
was. We went round to the back of the van to get Ishka out ─ that was the first
hurdle for I could not see her but she came up to me when I called her name. I
put her harness on and then it was time to go. We did the walk with the trainer
talking to me as we went along and me trying to praise Ishka who walked slowly
en route and then it was all over. Ishka was brilliant and I cannot thank the
trainer enough for her encouragement but I was pleased that it was all over.
Will I do a night walk on my own ─ I plan to in the near future in familiar surroundings, it
should be interesting!